Testosterone and never being taught emotional regulation techniques is a hell of a combo.
When I was first starting to work through deeply repressed childhood sexual abuse related trauma I was a fucking menace.
The only people that I really think understand how much of a liability being juiced full of testosterone in society would be trans women who have faced hrt scarcity. The stories she told me about the night and day difference in her ability to process things was very interesting.
while noting your experience, i do think it’s good context to have that testosterone for trans men / transmasc folks can also improve their ability to process emotions and also generally their temperance (and personally, estrogen just makes me a goddamn wreck; i get depressed, irritable, cynical, etc)
(i worry that the anecdotes you’ve heard from trans women may be a little biased, as well 😅 i personally tend to think it’s more about the right hormones, than what they are)
there’s plenty about trauma itself that causes behaviorial instability. hormones may be a contributing factor in some situations, but i question how universal it is
Testosterone and never being taught emotional regulation techniques is a hell of a combo.
When I was first starting to work through deeply repressed childhood sexual abuse related trauma I was a fucking menace.
The only people that I really think understand how much of a liability being juiced full of testosterone in society would be trans women who have faced hrt scarcity. The stories she told me about the night and day difference in her ability to process things was very interesting.
My boyfriend was raised by his parents to appear strong and to obey, even if he disagreed or if doing so was harmful to him.
And that type of childhood resulted in disparity between his actions and his feelings, which he is still trying untangle.
while noting your experience, i do think it’s good context to have that testosterone for trans men / transmasc folks can also improve their ability to process emotions and also generally their temperance (and personally, estrogen just makes me a goddamn wreck; i get depressed, irritable, cynical, etc)
(i worry that the anecdotes you’ve heard from trans women may be a little biased, as well 😅 i personally tend to think it’s more about the right hormones, than what they are)
there’s plenty about trauma itself that causes behaviorial instability. hormones may be a contributing factor in some situations, but i question how universal it is