Yeah having a job is So Grown for me, a worthless thing below society, but not having a job makes me a burden. Showering is So Fancy but not showering makes me a burden. Doing my chores and being responsible is So Wannabe Grown but if I don’t do them I’m a burden. What is the point of living if I get bullied for everything I do because it’s “trying to be grown” at fucking 26 years old? Right it’s so funny that I want to be grown up so badly that I work a job and take care of my body, that’s so fucking funny. I really should have killed myself when I originally wanted to at 7 to spare myself from twenty more years of the same bullying and abuse.
Who told you that? They’re off their rocker.
So is it your parents? Can you move out?
It’s my entire family. I’ve been trying to cut ties and move out for so long. I finally have a job and I’ve been saving but I need to wait until I win a housing lottery.