

fuck this hurts. it took me years to accept myself and finally say that yes, i’m trans and even a year and a half after coming out, i still struggle.
hi! welcome to my profile! you can call me “voi”. i’m an autistic transfem with plenty to say. 🏳️⚧️ ♾️
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fuck this hurts. it took me years to accept myself and finally say that yes, i’m trans and even a year and a half after coming out, i still struggle.
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exactly! :D
it’s not enough for me. i have heavy rain currently and while it does calm me down, it’s only one sense that is being stimulated. it’s really the water running all over me that does the trick and the light of lights makes it that much easier to just disappear in my mind.
i’m autistic and have quite the sensibilities, including to light. taking a shower is something that has always been extremely calming to me, it shuts a lot of my brain down, including, sometimes, my anxiety disorder part. taking a shower in the dark is the closest thing to a state of pure inner bliss i can reach easily.
this tech has hit its limit, at least for gaming. we don’t need more or better gpus, just better optimization.
huh. and here i was expecting a trans flag colored theme for the gui.